{"id":100,"date":"2021-07-16T13:22:40","date_gmt":"2021-07-16T13:22:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/?p=100"},"modified":"2021-07-16T13:22:40","modified_gmt":"2021-07-16T13:22:40","slug":"home-dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/?p=100","title":{"rendered":"Home Dreams"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-black-color has-text-color has-background has-regular-font-size wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"background-color:#94c2de\">   Whenever I have a dream that  involves family and a house, It takes place in a past childhood home.  I have not lived in nor seen my old house in Oklahoma since 1988.  Does that mean that is the last place that felt like a &#8220;home&#8221;? Hindsight catches all the chaos, neglect, and sadness, but it was all of us together in our dysfunctional way.  It was the last time I felt like a child being taken care of, without worries. I had my twin sister always by my side.  I hope to go back soon. I need to go back soon!  It was the ultimate ending, or should I say beginning of every wrong decision I have made.  The place made me the person who now sits in the house she bought 100% by herself, that dose not feel like she is at &#8220;home&#8221;. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Whenever I have a dream that involves family and a house, It takes place in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=100"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":101,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100\/revisions\/101"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifsacontronym.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}